For a dead friend


God failed you
He looked in the other way
When you took the pills
And fell asleep
He wasn't there
Dad failed you
He took you apart
His words hurt you
He didn't care
You took the easy way
Mom failed you
She didn't hold you
When you cried
She didn't even know
About your tears.
I failed you
I wasn't the friend
You needed
When you took the pills.
I just wasn't there.

For Cole (1982 - 2001)
By: Reza
© 2002 Reza (All rights reserved)

Why lil girls commit suicide


Life's falling away into a fever
Within these lies, I can still find a believer
Angels, tell me why little girls cry?
Why they hurt so much inside?
Angels, explain to me how you fly
Do you live in a world of lies?
Way up high
Soaring above, in the heavens sky
Where God you love, and the devil you despise
Fighting for good, yet you still let little girls die

So you see Angels, you live in a world of pretend
Where you have trustworthy friends
You think Lucifer is trying to take revenge?
For God, you will defend
But you forget the worlds becoming, trend
That little girls are bringing their own end
How many prayers do we have to send?
For you to help us through these dark bends?

In truth we pray, deep down in our hearts
Angels, cant you see the scorch marks?
Left on our bodies, in these dead park
Your not the light, or even a bright spark
Our hearts have been torn apart
Angels. Why have you left us in the dark?
How can you say, we shouldn't want to depart
When Cupids arrow is only a sharp dart

You have left us, for Hell to take
Let is burn and bake
Because you cant see past heavens gates
Angels, the world you live in is fake
Now you may see why, little girls cry out in hate
Because Angels you came too late
You told us to just follow our fate
How could you let the humans mate?
Now little girls are committing suicide
Angels, how can you say that you were ever wise?

By: Reza
© 2002 Reza (All rights reserved)

Tell Me


Im running out of strength
I can't go on much longer
This can't be happening
This can't be true
All is lost
NO hope for me
Everythings fucked up
Including me
I hate this world
I know many hate me
Why did this happen?
How did it happen?
Just one question why me?
Would anyone notice me gone?
Would anyone care?
Why ponder such meaningless things?
Who cares..
Just please tell me.. Why me?

By: Reza
© 2002 Reza (All rights reserved)
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