Tatoo's Of Despair

I HAVE MANY TATOO'S OF DESPAIR
THEY ARE A RESULT OF A LIFE UNFAIR
THE NEEDLE MY SKIN IT DOES PIERCE
LEFT WITH CUTS AND SCARS SO FIERCE

THERE IS ONE ON MY UPPER THIGH
A RESULT FROM WHEN THEY THOUGHT I WOULD DIE
I HAVE ONE THAT IS ON MY LEFT KNEE
IT WAS FROM WHEN I MADE MY FINAL PLEA

I HAVE ON ON MY RIGHT ANKLE IN THE SHAPE OF A ROSE
SOME SAY MY PUNISHMENT FOR THE LIFE I CHOSE
THEY ARE IN MANY SIZES AND SHAPES
WITH EACH MY LIFE I THOUGHT IT WOULD TAKE

THE LAST ONE ARE ON BOTH MY WRISTS
WITH THESE DEATH I ALMOST KISSED
BUT NO MATTER WHAT I SURVIVED
AND I AM SO GLAD TO BE ALIVE

By: Summer "Kasi" Baldivia
© 2001 Summer Baldivia (All rights reserved)

Poison

POSION
DESPISE
RAGE
BLOODY
EYES
HATE
CONFUSION
SUPRISE

KNIFE
SHARP
LIFE
HANGS
DIFFICULT
STRIFE

PLUNGE
IN
FORGET
SIN
NEVER
MEND

By: Summer "Kasi" Baldivia
© 2001 Summer Baldivia (All rights reserved)

GRIM REAPER

HERE I STAND BEFORE THE GRIM REAPER
WATCHING HIM SHOVE THE KNIFE IN DEEPER
NO ONE KNOW'S WHY HE IS HERE OR WHY HE CAME
I LOOK AT HIS HAND COMPLETLY BLOOD-STAINED

I WATCH AS THE LIFELESS BODY FALLS TO THE FLOOR
I RUN AS FAST AS I CAN FOR THE DOOR
BUT SOMETHING PULLS ME BACK INSTEAD
I SEE ALL THE BLOOD FALL FROM THE BED

ON THE DEAD BODY THERE IS A LOOK OF SURPRISE
THE LOOK OF COMPLETE FEAR IN HER EYES
I TRY TO RUN AND TELL SOMEONE SHE IS HURT
I LOOK DOWN I SEE BLOOD ON MY SHIRT

I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY MY SHIRT IS STAINED
OR WHY MY CLOTHES ARE TORN AND MAIMED
I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW THIS CAN BE
THEN I REALIZE THE KILLER IS ME

By: Summer "Kasi" Baldivia
© 2001 Summer Baldivia (All rights reserved)

Cut

ARE THEY COMING OR AM I NUTS
I WRAP A BANDAGE AROUND MY NEW
MADE CUTS

I CUT MYSELF TO WATCH MYSELF
BLEED I CUT MYSELF I HAVE THIS
NEED

I CUT MYSELF EVERYDAY TRYING TO
MAKE MY SELF PAY

THIS CUTTING IS MY DISEASE SOMEBODY
HELP ME PLEASE

I CAN'T SEEM TO STOP THIS I FEEL
THE RAZORS SWEET KISS

ONE DAY I WILL CUT MYSELF TO DEEP
THEN I WILL FALL INTO A DEEP SLEEP

THEN EVERYONE WILL BE HAPPY THEN
MY LIFE WON'T BE SO CRAPPY

By: Summer "Kasi" Baldivia
© 2001 Summer Baldivia (All rights reserved)

Devil Dance

THE DEVIL DANCES ROUND AND
ROUND I TRY TO SCREAM BUT
CAN'T MAKE A SOUND

I HOLD OUT MY HAND YOU SEE
MY WRISTS IS THERE MORE TO
LIFE THAN THIS

MY SCARS COVER ONCE WAS CLEAN
I AM HOPING THIS IS ALL A DREAM

THE END IS NEAR CAN U SMELL MY
FEAR

I TAKE THE KNIFE AND MAKE ONE
FINAL PLEA PLEASE DON'T CRY FOR
ME

By: Summer "Kasi" Baldivia
© 2001 Summer Baldivia (All rights reserved)

4 Walls

I AM DAMNED TO THESE FOUR WALLS
THESE FOR WALLS I TRY TO BREAK
DOWN I BEAT THEM UNTIL I BLEED
BUT I CAN'T BREAK THROUGH

NO MORE HAPPINESS ONLY DEPRESSION
AND FOUR WALLS FILLED WITH DARKNESS
HOW DO I GET OUT I SCREAM NO ONE
HEARS I RUN I GET NOWHERE

I MUST ACCEPT THESE FOUR WALLS FOR
I HAVE BUILT THEM MYSELF

By: Summer "Kasi" Baldivia
© 2001 Summer Baldivia (All rights reserved)

Josh Barrios

JUST GOES TO EXTREME MEASURES
OBLIGATED BY LIFE'S PRESSURES
SCARED BY SCAR UNREAL
HURT IS ALL HE FEELS

BITTERNESS HE DOES MOLD
ANGER IS ALL HE HOLDS
RAGE LEAVES HIM COLD
REBELLIOUS TO RELIGION
IRRITATED BY HIS DECESION
OBLIVATED BY THOSE AROUND HIM
SCORNED BY HIS OWN SIN

By: Summer "Kasi" Baldivia
© 2001 Summer Baldivia (All rights reserved)
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